The engine groans, and shaking icewebs off
from all its glassy eyes, it rumbles, wakes
the tawny field from stiffened slumber, breaks
the breath of Cedar Creek’s unchallenged voice
which lullabied the mountain through the night.
We shiver, huddle tight our shoulders to
the wool and denim coats that blanket us,
and to each other. You and I were made
for rivers, for the rooted valley land,
for nights so huge they tell us once again,
“The world can rear up on its massive legs
at any moment, take you as it will,”
so that we know the danger’s there for us
to live within, to move ourselves throughout.
At such an early hour, starting up
the car across the gravel scar that cuts
the mountain’s chiseled face, the steam released
from cups of coffee, plates of scrapple off
in town, await now nothing but ourselves,
that moment we’ll emerge from winds that bite
our heels like foxes, into two remote
and sheltered wombs that are the diner’s rooms.
See Paul and Tony up the road? They bind
a deer with ropes, the frozen corpse and car
becoming one. They say they found it dead
already, plan to eat it.
Morning here,
it tastes like smoke from fireworks you and me
and Tony spent the last night firing up
and lighting lidded eyes with, flinging out
like raindrops into water. Way up here,
the sun that struggles, peering through the trees
in late November, makes the space around
feel bitter, like the hops rolled bitterly
across the tongue in winter, warming with
the voiceless strength communion brings to those
who choose to stay through cold, through shortened days.
Shenan Hahn